i'm a creep

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye you're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry, you float like a feather in a beautiful world, i wish i was special you're so fuckin' special....................
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo what the hell am I doin' here??? i don't belong here......
I don't care if it hurts, i wanna have control, i want a perfect body and i want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when i'm not around, whatever makes you happy, whatever you want, you're so fuckin' special, wish I was special...................................

p/s : ok ker...?? hahaha.... ntah laa... i dont know...u think..???